(neither) here (n)or there

you can't place yourself there because the smell is different, the air, even the temperature breathing into your pores is no-where-else to be found. you can't just look at a picture, because then you place yourself in some other place where you have already been. and that might just be here somewhere, not there.  even the taste of something so familiar like a lemon against your lips won't be the same. and something like a lemon has never been consumed as fully as the way consummation knows neither where you begin or it ends.